I just want someone to want me back.
I feel like I have to hold all these strings together. I end up doing all the work trying to talk to one fucking person. I can't find a girl who wants to talk to me long enough to make me feel like a fucking human being.
I need a new word other than fucking. I should try to swear less specifically on these blogs posts.
I have a 6 page paper I should be writing, 10% though, not super bad. Seems straight forward enough. I can't think about it right now because my mind is being an invasive monster that keeps creeping forward with just general jealous and lonely feelings. I accept these. I'm used to it by now I guess. I didn't end up going out this weekend.
my life is in shambles, i hate it
i want to see that counselor soon. I have an appointment on wednesday.
fuck. I mean a word that isn't a swear.
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