I've probably never made this clear over this media source; so let me just spell some shit out for anyone reading this that doesn't know me (everyone but one person who probably isn't reading this).
I'm what you'd consider a geek/nerd even though I don't consider myself that type of person - I feel "normal" but I can't talk to "normies" so I've become the hermit that I am.
Due to this seclusion I have focused inwards (mostly mentally, because I am currently an alcoholic, fat piece of shit with "friends" who don't talk to me and I don't talk to).
Recently (read: ~8 months) ago I 'cracked' my neighbours Wifi password using my Dad's linux distro and bonding which I'm extremely happy for, we have honestly become closer discussing the type of havoc you could wreak on someone with what we are technically capable of; unfortunately for both of us we have a conscience and a belief in Karma (somewhat).
Currently I sit on a pile of journals filled with other's personal information that I could definitely use to enrich myself and half sketched plans of "robberies" that I spend a lot of my time thinking about while I'm shopping with my meager amount of money I earn currently.
I'm at the point where I realize I'm a fucking monster who isn't able to function within a normal society and I am about to start embracing that. I only wish I could find a someone to be monstrous with because soon I'll be too scary to attract normal people to be my friends.
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