Watching myself fall apart is not fun; re-reading the same pep talks from days long past is not fun; realizing I have achieved nothing but failure is not fun.
For those who do not actually know me in person I am enthusiastic about drugs, specifically psychedelics and the promising research that was emerging during the 60's. New research is underway and is being supported by the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Science (MAPS - http://www.maps.org/, seriously go buy some merch as profits go towards more research). Some studies suggested that the psychedelic experience enables a more effective working relationship and better therapy sessions to occur afterwards.
